Introduction

Welcome to my corner of the internet.

I created this blog to chart my experiences exploring the world of BDSM as a submissive, primarily for My Lady. I plan to record what happens during my journey, thoughts and insights - so My Lady can get an understand of what is going through my head; what works for me and what doesn't.

I'm a lot more communicative in writing than I am in person - this stems from social anxiety issues. In late 2009 I decided I would like to experience life, rather than just read about it. Fortuitously, I was contacted at about that time by a woman looking for a submissive to take under her wing. A bit of communication later and we ended up meeting for coffee.

One thing led to another, and last week I found myself experiencing things I'd since then only read about online, including escorting her out and being tied to her bed. There's a huge difference between knowing about something, and feeling it.

After our first play session I was a bit shaken, but in a good way. For one thing, I'd come through an experience like that without anything too terrible happening (aside from a few yummy bite marks). The world didn't collapse, my overblown fears didn't come to pass.

But in another sense, it really confirmed to me that yes, I am a submissive. I enjoy sinking into this role, not having to worry about anything other than pleasing My Lady, focusing on meeting her demands.

So that's an introduction. Who I am will hopefully come out in the course of this blog. More mundane details about my life will be kept anonymous for obvious reasons. Next time hopefully I'll be writing about the expectations I have, both for My Lady as dominant and on myself as submissive.